HUNGER

Hey guys,

New Morning,new day,but not to mention nothings new happening around my life. I was enlightened yesterday by a light that I'm a better of a person as far as hobbies are concerned, pfft joking it was a friend of mine over face book  when this topic came up.

Never mind so I wanted to know that have you ever thought of doing something so extremely wild
(adventure),but could never?

Me too, My hunger speed was never ending I used to run my car over national highway just to get that adrenaline pump in veins. This things came to a halt when I had to sell me beloved darling car because of some steering damage and was taking a big load of money with no guarantee of repair. I lost her but my hunger is still alive. I still dream of her running on those near perfect near pothole free roads of India  (rare site). I still wait for that next something that will satisfy my hunger of speed hunger of I don't know what. This is a hunger not proving myself to any one it's one of like those which you get just after having lunch.

We all know that you will get what you want someday(love birds reading not for you). You will reach to the point where you really bored of carrying on and just settle. Some find it early some find it way later unless they are obese from what they are getting(you get what mean to say right ?)

May be SOMEDAY you will get what you want some day you will break away from the chains and will be flying,flying high.

BEING THAT EXTRA PERSON

Hey Guys,

I have been in a dilemma thinking about most random things that most people ever won't even think about like what will happen if I got stuck between a T-Rex's jaw or was dinosaur just a made up story to keep away the truth that Pokemon once really existed. Some thoughts really amaze me other make me scared of future and what's going to happen. I have been having these thoughts to keep myself busy. You ask busy from what ? Busy from Making a real contact with outer world other than mine.

I have limited my contacts even with my friends I rarely message them or I rarely call them up asking for hang outs. I have become the person I was in school times. That guy on last bench who likes to sit alone watch out of window searching something even he doesn't know about(I sound so boring now),but that was the time I was really happy not giving a crap about the surrounding. I had friends in school too,as you might have guessed it that I even those time was not a person who would have talked to them much. I'm tuning out to be the same person again. Thinking why be such a boring crap ? I found myself invading my friends(all of them) life by being that extra person,The person without whom their life will be much better to handle. I myself realized that I'm a selfish prick who thinks about his own problem alone and not other,all I used to talk to my friends was my problem in life(probably best topic to talk on for me). I found myself really annoying to others even back then even now. Last few year have turned me to that annoying person. So why am I writing about this thing here ? Frankly speaking even I don't know the reason of sharing this. Why would I write how boring human being I'm who is just a worthless as a stone.

I guess sometimes it's just better to accept who you are rather than fighting with the inner you just let him out like today I didn't stop myself from writing this post.

For today I'm that extra person in your lives that you will forget about as this comes to an end

PROBLEMS

Hey guys,

Nothing much have been changing around in my life,same old static one.The only things that are changing is the games I'm playing just finished playing assassin's creed brotherhood.I being a very big fan of assassins creed series wanted to play A.C 3 but for sake of story linkage went in sequence now have kept revelations for download.

So I start with my topic for today.Problems everyone has it but what do you all think? what can be roots behind this things? According to me the sources are infinite,but the culprit is one i.e growing up.
do you remember any problems from the time when you were ten? the only problem I remember was not getting enough toffee or chocolates everyone around you pampered you you just had to cry to the thing out of top shelf.
Even Walt Disney said,"Too many people grow up,that is the problem with world today,too many people grow up and start to dominate over the one's who are still young,well I wont do that"(not exact quote but was meaning the same)

SO how to get over it? according to me age is only determined by your actions.You can be old and still be a child.The day you start following the society and rule's your child within catches a niche and starts to grow smaller and smaller until it vanishes.NEVER let him go to the niche.
(Just to be clear to swag community I'm not talking about the YOLO thing I'm talking about not letting down your kid inside,there is a difference between acting like idiots and acting like kids)
And now that I'm talking about kids I realize how funny life is.You Take birth as a Infant grow up to be a teenager and then adult but as world walks ahead the life again makes a child outta you
funny funny life.

LIFE'S ILLUSION

Hello guys,

Before starting my post a great thanks to every one to give me good views over my comeback.Well today has been a normal day.Started out my day waking up bathing going to tuition for a shitty test coming back and still waiting for something interesting to happen.

We all have used normal to describe our day and have come across people describing their day as normal and we all have got that small misunderstanding that if a person describes his day as normal it must mostly be boring.

Is normal actually that boring ?

Nah some people live it to extreme which becomes a normal to them and other people keep it low profile.

Life's biggest illusion is the normal.what seems normal to us is probably chaos for others vice a versa.

You just have to set the limits to normal and you will find another illusion rising up.

This thought was given to me by a pic over internet and since then I have this thought running in my head.

I have been asking myself what is normal than? just a wrong word that came past us to hide some thing?

I had many things up my head while writing this post will it succeed will it be interesting enough or will I even finish what I started.than this thought came past me that it will at least help me to empty my brain require your thoughts over this.

A LONG COMEBACK

Hello guys,

I have been away for almost a year now,I have been busy regarding my board exams (government exams to get in a career college),But to be honest I have been chilling around more than studying.I got so chilled out that I may even be failing in one of my subjects i.e physics (please pray).

Well I have been on a losing streak lately with everything that has come by in my life.just two thing I didn't lose on "hope" and "friends"(well can't be that sure on this one).I turned 18 two days ago.As all my birthdays  this birthday did not suck as rest of all thanks to my old buddies "Avinash"and "Bhavya" for the first time on my birthday I went out to see a movie.
Well talking about losing streak,I lost my love phoenix(my car),lost some good friends,lost faith that I will ever get up,and today morning got myself a birthday gift (Assassins creed 3)that too did not work,bored with life have nothing great to do.and some I don't wanna talk about.
Some of them aren't losing but a minor setbacks.I saw a pic that quoted "the less you care the happier you be" I found that to be true I stopped giving a shit about most of the people alive,now I'm at a point where I have zero sits left to give,but sometimes you can't ignore the fact and stay ignorant.The feeling comes up all at once and bursts out like a volcano or a soda bottle(volcano sounds a bit cliched).
I heard somethings that i didn't knew about myself and heard things that added up to my setbacks.

But that's life it pushes you down pee's all over you to remind you that you aren't that great that you get beyond what's life.In some ways it's good you always get to know how much ever successful man you become there's always something a step above you that can push you down,which also generates a sense of gratitude and respect over pride.
The real comeback is one that you get past over what life has done to you and stand up to fight him again until you succeed.