BEING THAT EXTRA PERSON

Hey Guys,

I have been in a dilemma thinking about most random things that most people ever won't even think about like what will happen if I got stuck between a T-Rex's jaw or was dinosaur just a made up story to keep away the truth that Pokemon once really existed. Some thoughts really amaze me other make me scared of future and what's going to happen. I have been having these thoughts to keep myself busy. You ask busy from what ? Busy from Making a real contact with outer world other than mine.

I have limited my contacts even with my friends I rarely message them or I rarely call them up asking for hang outs. I have become the person I was in school times. That guy on last bench who likes to sit alone watch out of window searching something even he doesn't know about(I sound so boring now),but that was the time I was really happy not giving a crap about the surrounding. I had friends in school too,as you might have guessed it that I even those time was not a person who would have talked to them much. I'm tuning out to be the same person again. Thinking why be such a boring crap ? I found myself invading my friends(all of them) life by being that extra person,The person without whom their life will be much better to handle. I myself realized that I'm a selfish prick who thinks about his own problem alone and not other,all I used to talk to my friends was my problem in life(probably best topic to talk on for me). I found myself really annoying to others even back then even now. Last few year have turned me to that annoying person. So why am I writing about this thing here ? Frankly speaking even I don't know the reason of sharing this. Why would I write how boring human being I'm who is just a worthless as a stone.

I guess sometimes it's just better to accept who you are rather than fighting with the inner you just let him out like today I didn't stop myself from writing this post.

For today I'm that extra person in your lives that you will forget about as this comes to an end